To Mr Me, Sometimes, all I want to hear is “it’s okay to feel how …Read More
You’re just my mum after all. I love you regardless of everything that has been shit in my life and led me to the place I am at now. But really? I’m not perfect, I know but I know you don’t realise how much you’re lack of apology, understanding and consideration impacts the people you birthed. That’s all.Read More
I needed to say this. I needed to say this because I was thinking it and it was getting to me and I couldn’t do anything about it because I don’t want to argue with people when I know I could be in the wrong. I don’t want to argue with people when I know I am already short-tempered and emotional. I don’t want to argue with people when I know I would be wasting my time. So I wrote it all down instead.Read More
I was rushed, I was bullied, I was sinking, I was pretending, I was crying and trying not to cry, I was running away and I was depressed. But he was there through it all. And if there is anything on my blog he ever happens to read one day, I hope it will be this post alone so that he can know how much he has been to me since the beginning.Read More
I’ve been so quiet on my blog recently but there has been so much going on that my mind just hasn’t been in the blogging game. I do love blogging and I know people love consistent bloggers who post multiple times a week and have never ending ideas for amazing content – I will never be that person but I am always genuine so don’t give up on me just yet!Read More
We are so far from perfect but it’s real life and it’s us.
His socks still smell bad enough to make me look for a shitty nappy that’s been left somewhere and he still tries to talk to me while I’m trying to take a dump. I’m still the person who talks the most nonsense when I’m fighting sleep and says some of the most obvious things known to mankind when they don’t need to be said at all.
It’s not about being perfect – it’s about finding someone who loves your imperfect and finding the perfect balance!Read More
“I really don’t like people”
Have you ever seen a tweet or Facebook status along these lines and wondered what led to such a feeling?
We live in a world full of people that we come into contact with every day – either in person or via technology so how is it possible to not like people but survive daily life?
Have you ever done something that affects your whole life but you don’t even realise until it’s all gone so badly wrong that it’s almost ruined everything?
I thought everything was fine because I was living in a bubble of my own creation called depression and anxiety.
Fast forward to 1st August with my life falling apart around me, my relationship near its end and me lost in a bubble of disinterest and tiredness and confusion. Mr Me has no idea I have been off my meds and feeling completely lost for a good few weeks at least.
Nobody was sorry to see him die, not me or any of his other children – those of us unfortunate enough to be borne by him. It might sound bad to some, heartless even but after years of disappointment, embarrassment and selfishness, what could anyone expect?Read More
How do we know if we are settling for less? What do we need to consider when working out what we deserve?
Know what you want from a partner, set a standard and stick with it! Nando’s is not okay for a first date, splitting the bill is not okay on the first date (sorry if you disagree) and a person who shows more interest in themself than you is not okay on a first date.Read More